Saturday, March 15, 2008

hi you

helloo! i waved excitedly. there he stood , staring right at me. he didn't waved back, i waved and jumped! "HEY!"

He just stood there, staring . I shrugged and walked towards him. Silly boy, do I always have to run to you? I ran towards him , anticipating the feeling of being in his arms. Each step i took made me excited, i am almost there! "HEY! You!" I stretched my arms out and grab hold of him.

"OUCH!"
"What the!"

Right , it just has to be a dream and i nicely banged my head against the floor as i fell off my bed. How was it possible to ever be dating that boy, "Mr Oh i am Hot but i am acting that i ain't" He is like the hottest guy around and it is absolutely normal for my hormones to generate dreams of him. Even my subconscious mind knows he is out of my league, now what happened to dreams come true? Can't i even have a nice hot dream of this supposedly hot guy?

picking myself off the ground rubbing my forehead and grumbled" Talk about a wake up call", i looked up at my mirror. "Morning plain jane, looking simple as always time to get yourself moving and face reality"

This is high school for me, where all the "fun" begins. Hormones, acne, boys, girls, rebellion, want to be an adult soon, sounds like high school to me alright.

I sighed in my office thinking about my high school days. it is no wonder why i became a doctor, since i had nothing much to do but study. i chewed on my pen and i started drifting back to my high school days.

surprisingly for my height , i still went unnoticed in school. all i remembered was people asking me about homework during test week and i had all the funny names. none of the people who asked me for help remembered my name, i had "Hey u" , " science freak" , " erm Haddie", " lianne" it just doesn't sound like "Leah Hadley" to me. Nonetheless i still went ahead to help them with the work, thinking that helping them would make me known somehow. I guessed somethings never change , well at least in this case - it can't be changed. I just faded into a wall.

I jumped at the vibration of my beeper and spilled my coffee on my coat. " Bugger"
thanks to the vibration and hot coffee, i woke up from thinking of the past and hopped right up. I took a look at my beeper and ran off to examination room.

just another long night again with myself and my thoughts. tossed out my labcoat and grabbed a fresh one and headed into the emergency examination room. This is my life.